It's not just one thing that's bothering me or that I'm upset about. It's a whirlwind of things life has thrown at me lately that I apparently can't balance anymore. At least not this week. It's divorce things, money, work, focus, future things, past things, crazy feelings and emotions ... the list goes on. I know I'm allowed to be weak at times and to not pretend that I have everything under control. Because honestly? I don't. I'm just trying to take it one day at a time and pray that the long list of to-do's gets done and I don't disappoint anyone along the way.
But it's just not me. I know I don't feel like myself this week because normally, I can handle it. I'm typically a pretty positive person that others can lean on and count on. I can be stronger more times than not and not break down five million times a day. But as I've said before, sometimes crying is a sign that one has been strong for too long. Sometimes, I break. And that's okay.
So, thank goodness it's Friday! I'm praying for a much better week next week.