So, this year, I'm focusing on me. Not to be selfish, but I've had a lot of change happen this past year, and I have to wade through it all to figure out who I am without a husband. I need to figure out what my next step in life is. I need new goals and wishes and dreams, as my previous ones were shattered and obliterated. I need to learn what's best for myself and how to achieve that - what does that look like? How does one go about that?
This season in my life is one for change, for hope, for revival and renewal. Having been through the torture that these past months have been, I've already learned a lot about what I want out of life and what is important to me. It's not the same as what I thought was important prior to getting married. It's much, much different. I'm different. I need to be different.
I'm deeming this year, my year of self discovery. I'll be pushed outside of my comfort zones, tested beyond belief, and taught about what makes me truly happy. I'll be discovering my wants and needs out of a significant other (because yes, I do see myself married again someday...far, far away someday). I'll be adventuring and soaring through this new found freedom. I'll be learning so many things about myself that I never thought possible, that I never knew I hadn't known before.