I struggle with consistency. In absolutely every aspect of my life, this is a challenge. And for the life of me, I can’t and don’t understand why.
I mean, how hard is it to just get into a routine of something and stick to it? They say something becomes a habit after doing it for 30+ times – well, that’s just not true for me. Because I can do something without fail for 40 times and then still lose it and be inconsistent for months after. It seriously blows my mind that this is such a struggle for me.
But then I think about life and about how it’s ever-changing. Growing up, you go through phases – one eventually turning into another. And just when you think you have it all figured out, BAM, something else happens and then all of a sudden you’re finding a new normal, or trying to. *sigh*. And then the vicious cycle repeats itself over and over and over again for the rest of eternity. So basically, life is ever-changing and I can’t keep anything consistent with all the change happening around me.