+ And then, today happened. I’m gloomy as heck and can’t shake it. It started fine, but weird things have just left me feeling uneasy this morning. It’s nothing terrible, but it’s just strange and gives me sad/bummed out feelings. Ugh.
+ I’ve been slacking in the email department lately, and I’m over it. Rectifying that situation today.
+ I don’t know why I set monthly goals. It almost feels like setting myself up for failure, but then I realize that the goals aren’t very hard to begin with and WHY CAN’T I JUST COMPLETE THEM?!
+ I’m too much in my own head lately. I need to get outside of myself and just let it go. Please and thank you.
+ I hate when my work or character or self-in-general is questioned. Like, what? Especially when I’ve given no reason for such questioning. #stopjudgingme
+ I still don’t have a normal, and I’m okay with that. What?! Wait, who am I and who just said that? Chaos and uncertainty has kind of come to be my new normal and as much as I hate it, I’m starting to feel better about it. Maybe it’s just my current lesson in life to really not be in control of things/situations/people. I’m going with it (for now) and I refuse to feel off balance anymore.
+ Uneasy. That’s the word I would use to sum up this month so far. In every way, shape, or form, for any situation or issue going on, my feeling about it is uneasy. And I don’t like it. Please stop. Please?
+ With all of the weirdness and feelings going on lately, I’m still happy, so that’s a plus! There’s no big issue or situation that I’m dealing with or struggling with. It’s just a lot of little things that have thrown me for a loop – I’m pushed slightly off course and can’t seem to straighten it out. But I’m happy.
+ Part of me (okay, most of me) just needed to vent. So, there you have it.
Praying for steadiness and comfort in the coming days.