It’s been a rough week.
Too bad that ^^ doesn’t really constitute a good blog post. Ha! But seriously, this week has tested me and brought up so many different feelings and emotions that I thought were gone or never existed. It was weird to be consumed with so much and not be able to express what exactly was wrong. I just didn’t know! I didn’t know how to process any of it and it completely threw me for a loop. Also, I’m a woman and can we just say ‘Hello hormones. And welcome…’. And now that I think about it, that first statement up there is totally an understatement.
On top of all of that, I’ve found myself in a rut this week. My house is a disaster. I’m talking war zone, tornado alley type of a disaster. It’s a wreck, and I’ve had about as much motivation as you can expect this week…NONE. Nada. Zip. Nilch. The laundry is unbelievably in dire need of attention … how can one person accumulate that much laundry?! My goodness, it’s ridiculous. Oh wait, maybe it’s because I haven’t actually done laundry as I should in about a month. #sorrynotsorry. The dishes are also stacked in the sink and the trash needs to be taken out (whose idea was it to live on the third floor again?!). I also need to organize my bills and paperwork, vacuum, kill some nasty wasps that have decided to live on my balcony, dust, take a few boxes to Goodwill, work on blogging, clean the bathroom, cook, take some pictures, declutter everywhere, and decorate for fall. That last to-do is definitely going to be my motivation for this weekend. *fingers crossed!* #realness
But, I’m happy to report that although this week has tested me like none other, I’m so thankful it’s Friday, and because of that, I’m feeling better (emotionally). I’m now physically sick, but pushing through! I’ve got a handle on all of my emotions and craziness (I think). I’ve gotten through my days of working both jobs, I’ve had some quality time with some special people in my life this week (for which I’m so thankful and grateful), it’s Friday, and I have zero plans this weekend except to tackle my ever-growing to-do list (see above). And for all of that, I just feel like yelling from the rooftops: TGIF! Finally.
How was your week? Are you looking forward to the weekend?
Super unrelated to your post. But I have to ask- have you ever lived on your own? I have no idea how old you are.. and I was just thinking.. Since your new beginning… is this your first experience living solo? I know that I went from living with my ma to living with Rob. I still don't know what it's like to completely support myself all by myself. I wish I had. I know that if I could redo things.. that is one thing I would have done; lived on my own. For some reason I feel like that is really important for the self esteem.. to prove to yourself that you can do it….!